Tuesday, January 24, 2006

life, and a little bit more

I'm gonna shower. Be right back.

Playing music tonight with my friend Jared. We wrote this song, ill post lyrics soon once I write them..its a song that induces this feeling of honesty, in what I'm writing, and magically carries across to the listener. very ani difranco. i don't know. when we get together and jam its inspiring...i walk out of there thinking 'damn, we could make something out of this', forget about it for a week, comeback, do it all over again. we set plans to actually get down and try and make something out of this..keep you posted loves.

i designed my company's e-newsletter. it took me a few days. lately im this machine, kranking shit out to an almost workaholic level. ive been making logos, letterheads, the newsletters, heavy marketing shit thats leading me to think that this job is making more sense in the long run, that i am experiencing and doing things i didn't think possible beforehand...sometimes we only see the good long after we sign up for something.

ive been struggling with this question as of late: whether having too much freedom in a workplace is a good thing. i mean, the opposite extreme is godawful--having a boss breathing down your neck, his breath like onions, hovering over your shoulder watching your every step move twitch. but at the other hand, you have totally free reign, freedom to take risks, achieve, but definitely enough room for fuckups. true, we learn from our mistakes, but what happens when there is just a vacuum in leadership? i don't know.

i really liked israel. i liked the food. the people. the ppl screaming in the shuk selling pirated DVDs and oranges from the farms down south, and the chicks dude, the chicks. i fell in love so many times.

im making lentils now. fiber is so, dareisay, nourishing. eat some hi fiber food. take a dump. it happens on its own! i swear. then eat some chips. notice how unsatisfied you are? moral: up with fiber, down with chips.

i dontknowwhatiwant.idontknowwhatiwantidontknowwhatiwantidontknowwhatiwant

I don't know what I want I don't know what IwantI d on't knowwhatiwantIdon'tknowwhatiwantwhatIwant.


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